I’m not so foolish. I’m not so confused.
I’m keenly aware of this flesh, of these years, of this time and that distance and all the empty silence.
I do want more and I do dream deep, I don’t pretend immunity to loneliness nor plead ignorance to expectation. But I am not defined by what I do not have, and I do not grant value based upon the company I keep.
Who I am is what I do, and what I do is because of who I am - no more, no less, no doubts nor regrets.
I am alone and I can feel lonely, but I am not only that - I am sometimes weak but capable of such strength, I have a heart now riddled with rust but forged from love that has no ruin. I have warmth and will and this body purpose built to never know the meaning of enough.
I will have a partner, though I know not name, nor face, nor future. All is worth the wait. All is worth this weight.
(via distant-signals)
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