February 2012
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“Hey, so our club meeting is at 6:30pm right?”
She replies, “I’m pretty sure. I’ll text you if anything changes”.
As we leave class, I tell her, “Hey, I’ll see ya tonight!”
“For sure!”
As I’m walking away, I’m thinking, “Nah, there’s no way we’re gonna be able to talk to each other tonight....
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Three weeks into the semester and I’ve already found myself in quite a pickle.
In my Tuesday/Thursday schedule, I have two classes back to back, with a 15 minute break in between. This is the same schedule that I share with the same girl that I met last semester, with whom I have a “crush” on.
As a friend, I have to maintain this image or persona that in no way do I have...
New Year, New Semester, Same Ol' Crap?
Something happened during my recent trip the Philippines. I guess you can call it an epiphany (I’ve had one before a few years ago, thus my change in major from Photography to Psychology. I’d say that was a very smart move.).
During that one month trip, I fell in love with the country. It’s surprising since that throughout my young life, I’ve only spent a total of 3-4...
January 2012
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December 2011
20 posts
I’m not so foolish. I’m not so confused. →
southerndecay:
I’m keenly aware of this flesh, of these years, of this time and that distance and all the empty silence.
I do want more and I do dream deep, I don’t pretend immunity to loneliness nor plead ignorance to expectation. But I am not defined by what I do not have, and I do not grant value based upon the company I keep.
Who I am is what I do, and what I do is because of who I am -...
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I blame finals for my previous typed post. 12 straight hours of working on a damn study guide will leave a man mentally exhausted.
I AINT SO EMO NOW, BUT I WILL TONIGHT THOUGH.
There are numerous times when I am reminded of her. It is followed by the sudden recollection of her beauty, laughter, voice, and smile.
A simple text or email from her makes me nervous. I begin to ponder as to how to reply back. This goes on for a few minutes. I wonder if she’s thinking about me.
That feeling of ecstasy is quickly dispersed, as I am reminded of the feeling of heartbreak...
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November 2011
28 posts
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When I first saw you, I felt a feeling all too familiar: my heart sank, my vision sharpened, and I could feel goosebumps around me. There you were, a beautiful girl sitting right next to me. My weak, foolish heart could do nothing but go crazy for you and I had only just laid my eyes on you for the first time.
It was clear, from the way you look, the way you dress, and the way you talk:...
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